end of holiday

1 month of holiday just end like that.. alright.. it's my fault, not being able to use it wisely.. the more time you gave me, the more time i will waste...

well.. this holiday had been a hard time for me and my family.. each of our heart aches so much going through all these.. but i know, the person that suffer the most is not me, i am so relieve that the condition seems to get better by now.. i can now go back to penang feeling more relieved..

I had no idea that you had become so mature.. had such a strong heart.. you are so calm when all of us are crying.. when it is so scary and it makes me tremble, u are still as calm as ever.. the pain that u had suffer, i dont think i can imagine it.. it must have been like hell ya? i don't even wanna think about it..

but it is all over now.. the nightmare is over.. dont have to worry bout it anymore.. it is all fine now..

gotta go back to school on sunday.. haih.. although i am so unwilling to leave my home sweet home, but i gotta keep moving on..

i will be back again soon.. the next time when i'm back, it is chinese new year.. hehe..

will miss my family,my home,and of course, my frens here so much~